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“Yo DeRo, I want to show you something.”

He reached into his schoolbag and pulled out a gun.

“What the f-ck are you gonna do with that?” I asked him.

Real tough guys didn’t carry guns. Nobody in my crew had a gun, and none of the gangs we would scrap with did either. So who the hell did this guy think he was?

“I’ll shoot anybody that looks at me funny,” he joked.

“You wouldn’t shoot anybody, man. You’re a b-tch.”

I laughed at him as he squared up to me. I could see in his face that my attitude was really starting to piss him off.

“I ain’t scared of no tall kid with a fake gun!”

I wasn’t scared of anybody. He looked down at the gun in his hand and started chuckling to himself.

“You’re a b-tch!” I said again. He was mad now.

He looked up at me and pointed the gun to my head.

I laughed at him. He was testing me. I wasn't afraid, but I quickly realised the gun was real. It was cold against my forehead and I could feel how heavy it was.

“Call me a ‘b-tch’ again, and I’m gonna pull the trigger!”

When you’re that age you don't fear death. I was more afraid he thought he could bully me and get away with it.

“Bro, you’re a b-tch!”



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Soccer vs. the State

Soccer vs. the State

Tackling Football and Radical Politics, Second Edition
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Contested Fields

Contested Fields

A Global History of Modern Football
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Come on You Reds

Come on You Reds

The Story of Toronto FC
tagged : soccer, history
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Chapter 1
Message Boards, Manna Dropping from Heaven, and an Armani Suit

A claim could be made that Toronto FC’s birthplace was either in the Maple Leaf Sports and Entertainment offices of 50 Bay Street in downtown Toronto or in the Major League Soccer offices across the border in New York City.

But, as it turns out, TFC as a club was first dreamt up in a space much more difficult to pin down and then eventually conceived in a setting where so many fans still watch games to this day.

Midway through the first decade of the 2000s, soccer had not yet broken into the mainstream consciousness of Canadians. Lionel Messi and Cristiano Ronaldo, the two iconic global brands who would usher the sport into the homes of Canadians via a generation of young, impressionable teenagers clamouring for the next star, were just beginning their careers at Barcelona and Manchester United, respectively. David Beckham was himself a star recognized around the world after incredibly impressive spells at Manchester United and Real Madrid, but in North America he could have just as easily been identified as the husband of Spice Girl Victoria Beckham or the player Keira Knightley wanted to imitate in 2002’s Bend It Like Beckham. Before Beckham’s historic move to the Los Angeles Galaxy in 2007, soccer magazines from England could usually be found only at the back of the magazine rack, past the hockey, basketball and, well, motocross glossies.

Soccer, for better or worse, was still a fringe sport in North America’s biggest cities, such as Toronto. Many in that city could only look with confused curiosity at the thousands of people who congregated along two of the larger streets, Danforth Avenue and Dundas Street, to watch two unlikely teams, Greece and Portugal, face off in the final of Euro 2004. That a Greece team without a single superstar defeated a heavily favoured Portuguese side was one thing. But how could this dull 1–0 win, on the other side of the world, motivate jubilant supporters of Greece to close down 10 blocks of the major thoroughfare in Toronto? It only confirmed what many unfamiliar with the sport suspected: soccer is strange. But beyond the ouzo-soaked fans on Danforth revelling in patriotic fervour were many other people who also revelled in that strangeness. And there was a degree of patriotism involved there, as well; albeit without much return up to that point.

And without a street to call their own, they congregated where so many fanatics met and congregated in that decade: on message boards on the internet.

For all the future influence that the club could have on the growth of the game on Canadian soccer pitches across the country, Toronto FC would not exist without internet message boards.

Every day early in the 2000s, hundreds of fans would log in to a message board called Big Soccer to discuss their obsession: not a giant club on the other side of the planet, like Arsenal or Liverpool (though many of these fans had their allegiances), but instead, the players that represented them in red Canadian jerseys.

The Voyageurs were a country-wide group of Canadian soccer supporters that was founded in 1996 and, spread out across a large country, enabled like-minded people online to discuss Canadian soccer. It’s worth noting that the national men’s side, after achieving their best-ever FIFA ranking at 40th in 1996, would plummet to being ranked 101st in the world two years later.

But as the century turned, interest on these message boards did not dissipate. Fans still gathered and critically examined the state of the local game. And, given that local soccer still garnered very few, if any, headlines in national newspapers, and both local and national men’s teams games weren’t always featured prominently on national television broadcasts, internet message boards were the place where those who didn’t feel their needs were being satisfied by mainstream media would meet.

Sean Keay was a member of those early message boards. He remembers them as a forum for people to gather, share thoughts on Canada’s teams, and perhaps even bridge that divide between online and “real life” friendships.

“Even though it was a much different time and they were just these simple message boards, I wouldn’t be in the situation I’m in now without that community,” said Keay, who is now a manager of digital strategy at Maple Leaf Sports and Entertainment (MLSE). “The first time I met the Voyageurs, I was sixteen and my brother said ‘I met these people on the internet and we’re going to go watch Canada play in World Cup qualifying.’ And I was like, ‘No, that’s the thing your parents tell you not to do.’ But that’s exactly where the community came from and grew from.”

It was a community that Paul Beirne had to listen to.

Beirne is, in many ways, the founding father of Toronto FC. He had been overseeing ticket sales and service for the Leafs and Raptors with MLSE. With Richard Peddie at the pinnacle of power as president and CEO of MLSE, the owners of the company, the Ontario Teachers’ Pension Plan, had given Peddie and MLSE a mandate for enterprise value growth.

“It was an era when you saw MLSE trying new things,” said Beirne. It was during this time that MLSE launched Leafs TV; welcomed the Leafs farm club, the Marlboros, back from St. John’s to Toronto; and continued commercial development outside of Maple Leaf Square.

Beirne had begun to feel bored with his role and saw his peers at MLSE being given opportunities. So when he heard that Peddie and MLSE were going to acquire an MLS expansion franchise, he put his hand up. He was quickly entrusted with figuring out whether an MLS team could work in Toronto.

“Everyone, without exception, thought I was crazy to buy into soccer in Toronto,” said Beirne.

Seeking validation, he began to conduct research about the viability of an MLS franchise in Toronto in the message boards. At first he lurked, but eventually he came to a realization, combining what he saw online with data from presentations at MLSE meetings: past attempts to get a professional soccer franchise off the ground in Toronto had failed, but not for lack of ticket-buying support.

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